I feel that our project is coming along. It is amazing to see product online that I created. I feel like our group has gotten along well. At this point it feels like we are ready to meet with the client again. Some feedback would be helpful.
I must diverge. On a personal level I am 8 weeks into the semester and I am starting to feel the pressure. I have a project due Friday in another class. I underestimated how long it would take me. But my issue is this – I am having a hard time concentrating on school. Several events over the last week have sent me on a quest to learn about reincarnation.
I can barely concentrate on anything else. I had a dream where I saw my uncle. I was happy about this. I have been recording and interrupting my dreams for over the last 5 years. Basically I interrupted it to mean I am searching to find out what I believe happens when we die. I have an opportunity to move from one consciousness to another – my unconscious mind is trying to activate the answer from inside me.
So, what does this mean in the real world? I cannot concentrate. I have a project due Friday and lots to do for class Wednesday night, but I only want to explore everything about reincarnation. I am sitting in the IUPUI library after work even! I am here to work on my project, but I have only looked at books to checkout. (For the record I did shift gears and work on my project. I checked out the books so I could look at them another time.)
I am fascinated by all the literature available about world religions. What happens when we die is not a new question. People have been asking for thousands of years. And some religions have been built on those beliefs. Experiencing three deaths in my family in recent months has caused me to ponder this very big question. I am interested in reading all points of view, because I believe my intuition will guide me to what is right for me.
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Again, let me say how sorry I am for all the loss you have experienced in the last few months. You're allowed to do what you have to and get distracted with whatever in order to cope with the lack of control over events in your life. It's all part of healing, a process that takes time.
Kim,
As I read your post, I remembered that you'd lost numerous loved ones in a short time span. It's totally natural for you to feel an undeniable urge to understand the nature of dying and death.
It sounds from your post as though you are still able to leverage some balance between school commitments and this personal pursuit. That is good. If, however, you lose too much time and see that you're not going to make it to the finish line on time, I would consider sharing the situation with your profs ahead of time (Mary Alice already knows, of course). They'll understand if you do not leave it for last minute.
Incompletes, though, are royal pains in the butt, so if you can hang on and finish, that would be best.
Thinking of you and admiring you for being true to yourself,
Sue
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